Assalammualaikum dEaR rEadErz~!~gUeSs whAt?~iTs hOLidAy timEee~~!! yEaHhHAaaAa beEn waiting for this chance to sleep and wake up late~~~ehehhe dah 2bulan++ ku tito siang...unlike my old timess~~tito kul 3-4am..hehehe anyway name jek holiday...doesnt feel like it...lom pape lagik..dah filled with events and lotsa gatherings..with class..with schfrenz..with ex-schfrenz..aLsOo not to forget my cousinzzz~!!~!eekhehkhke but then...what is life without problems??
hMmZz fought with my parents quite a few times this month...actually to be exact..since last mth..really dunno whats into her...well...abt my mom...its not that i hate her..i'll never hate her for no matter what she did...thOugh its ****in' hurt but well...ku tak penah nak balas dendam on her...and one more thing...its been for almost 10yrs now that ive been observing the way she treats me...well in fact quite alot of my cuzzies knew abt her attitude tOo..so dun say that aku ni merungut k...neway im sure lotsa gerLz are facing the similar probz..hMmZz well...dunno really know whos at fault now...almost hari2 aku kene bleter from her for unnecessary things like tak kemas bilik abg aku..tak cuci baju uniform aku sendiri..padehal die leh cuci skali ngan baju2 lain kat washing machine..and things like taknak kemas umah..haizzz padehal aku pegi balik sch dah petang..damn ****in' tired..penat lom ilang dah nak suruh aku buat this and that...die pikir aku ni ROBOT kapEe??!!!to her..going to sch is simply nothing..pegi balik sch cam enjoyment gituk..tak rase penat...WaAk die aHh!!!!iskKk i wonder if im really human~~am i being rude??am i that bad??jahat sangat ke aku nie??yeah i know..no matter wat shes still my mom...so respect...well..for all this while aku tak penah tengking or maki die depan2...but she..ArgGghHH!~!~!should i respect the person who never even respect me for once?~!hMmMZz here comes the worst...now dah tak kasi me gi umah my kak sedare lakz...what the fish?!~!bile aku tak campur sedare...die bising ckp aku cam takde sedare...bile dah campur..pon bising sbb kononnye aku asik tido and kluar ngan die jek...i really dun understand their need..what the **** do they want from me...why shld i listen to them if they never wanna listen to me??yeah they're parents...but for God sake...they shldn't have forget that they're juz a normal human being too....like me~~
wELL ku taknak celoteh byk...that is only part of it NiSHa~~theres more to come..to all my loyal readerz...if u dun wanna know...then dun read aight~~sorry ah...this is the only place where i let out my probz and thoughts..take care aLLz!~!ciaozz
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