Assalammualaikum~~well...once again this place was a lil' abandoned by me~~hMmz its been a week plus i guess~~its kinda sad though knowing that ive been missing most of the things in my life now~~since the attachment starts...i hardLy meet my friends... nO more movies..no snapshots..not even hang outs~~really mish those times...the jokes...the laughters...and those hugs and kisses~~!!khekhhehe!!nOt to forget the pains and probz we faced~~now whats left is all memories~~alhamdulillah those pics we toOk do helps in some ways~~always spared my time looking at those pics again and again w/o getting sick of it~!~!~hMmz weLL...what can i say~~things had changed alot now~~and sOmehow i really have to accept the changes and adapt myself with the new environment..new sets of responsibilites...new schedules...new friends and collegues~~aNd its gonna be my whOLe nEw Life nOw~~but somehow i kNOW i need those times back sOoO bAdLy~!~!! :(
hMmZz well now my schedule is real tight!! im having this first posting in TTSH and was attached in the surgical ward for 5 weeks~!~tHen i'll be shifted to other areas such as the polyclinics..HOme Nursing Foundation...SchOOL HeaLtH Service...and of course back to TTSH medical ward~~currentLy im posted to 2 shifts~~(7am-3pm) aNd (1pm-9pm)~~hMmz gotta adapt myself with the timings~~especially the morning shift~~ waking myself up at 5.15am is one of the changes that i HAVE to accept and adapt with!!well it was really hard on the first week but eventually im ok with it now~~ alhamdulillah~~hehehe!!
Anyway..being in this attachment somehow DO affect me aLot~~be it emotionally..mentally and of course physically~!~wAs sOOo tiring till i forgot my meaLs!!!didnt have a proper meal for almost 2 weeks i guess!!but hey!!working in the hospital line is the most interesting experience in my life...it was fun actually meeting all sorts of people and illness..woke up everyday knowing that theres always something new to learn and i realise that it do made me a better person..in some ways or another~!~ I realise that i can be more socialise tHan how i think i can be~~never thought that i could communicate well with strangers...but hEy!! now i DID!!to be exact~~almost everyday..i even made friends with a patient's maid!!hehkhke!! gOod thing that she'll be discharged tomorrow morning...guess what!! they maid really gonna mish me!!! hehehe!! cant believe i could made a stranger miss me for such a short period of time!!!she even hug and kiss me before i leave my shift!!AwWwwWW shes sOo sweet~~ hMMz well..besides..im mOre open towards this thingy called "LiFe"~~SeriOusLy!!! Seeing those patients coming in and out the ward really made me feel sOo down~~especially the chronic cases~~i felt sOo blessed for being healthy and fit~~ didnt even realise that i actually talked to a HIV and MRSA patient w/o any protective materials On~~!!gOsHh im shOcked~~!~Luckily im not affected...gLad im fine~~ :)
Lotsa changes had made...experiences had gained...funny things had happened...was punched by an old lady for not letting her out from bed~~hehehe!!! poOr me~~ :( whAt else??hMmz got scolded and pushed from a patient while restraining her hands from pulling her IV plugs~~hehehe they're kinda cute yEt naughty~!~sOOo stubborn!!!hehehe!!but yet~~alhamdulillah did receive lotsa appreciations from the rest~~sOmehow i really feel gOod in nursing thOse in need~~~i hOpe i could heLp them mOre thAn tHat~~thOugh ppL kept telling me that it suck to wipe those butts but c'mOn~!~whO cares!!everyoNe has one of thOse~!~aaaaanyway enough of that~~hMmz all i care about is to see them out the hospital with a smile~~they came in with a hope to cure~~with sadness and worries in their hearts~~and there i am making sure thAt they will get their smiles bAck!!insyaAllah~~ :)
hMmzZz guEss thAts all for now...hehe to all readers~!~just to let ya kNow~~no matter how busy or tired i am...if u have any probz...don't hesitate to dial me up aight!!! Im more tHan willing to heLp~!!hOnestLy~~hopefully the best that i can~~ insyaAllah~~hehehe cant deny one thing...i DO LovE aNd miss ya'LL!!! nO words could describe how much~~but anyway cant wait to meet ya'll!!LastLy...dOo tAke gOod cAre yEaH!!! nite2~~*MuAhHzZ* sekian wAssaLLam~~ (",)
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