WeEEeeeeEeEeeEeE~!~!~ gUeSs whAt~~sOme PpL live with happiness while others in darkness~!~gUesS im oNe of the unlucky oNes HuH~~hehehe dunno if i shLd keep laughing or just let go of everything~~hAiz sick of sighing everyday and wasting my precious tears for nothing~!~fuckin sick of the ppl ard the house~~simply dunno where i stand right now~~shLd i stay and bare the shitz...or shaLL i just leave this heLL and Look for a better pLace??~
Whats wrong with me??am i taking things tOo negatively??wonder wat kinda person i am~~how does my real characteristics like??~am i a freaking useless kid?~i wonder what do ppL see in me..wonder what have i put into the lives of others..??~am i losing my sense of self AGAIN??~~ohH God..really need Ur heLp now~~
SOmetimes...Life's fuLL of wonders~~We tend to live our lives and keep asking "wHy..Why..and whY" for the things we're unsure of~~sOmehOw..sOme PpL dO gEt the answers whiLe others kept waiting for the uncertainty to be revealed~~
WeLL i remember i used to ask in few of my prayers..."Why ive been gifted with such parents?" hMMzZz it was still not yet answered..i guess its been a long time that ive not pondered~~its really no point thinking over an issue that will neva brings any gOod to me~~maybe i just have to bare with the same shit everyday~~dun wanna waste my tears anymore thinking why am i treated this way..especially knowing that nothing can be change anyway~~
Its a very sad thing to live your life everyday and not knowing the sense of happiness~~im already facing the real shit at my werk 5days/week..and there i am facing another bundle of shits on the weekends~~HaH!!~wHat a Life u got there NiSHa!!
<<>> NiSHa BtE MoHamAd JaN aka IntAn pAyOng(hehe) <<>>
<<>> 21 tHis yeAr <<>>
<<>> 18th nOvember 1986 <<>>
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<<>> Working in Institute of Mental Health <<>>
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