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Friday, July 15, 2005

What if in life's journey you turned left instead of right,
Would present life be such a struggle to fight?
When your life's path forked did you go east or west?
And have you really done thing's to your very best?
Do you live as a single or half of a set?
Do we have a choice or does someone else choose what we get?
Is our lives pre-destined or do we really get a vote?
Or are we characters in a book our creator wrote?
Are thing's really the way that they seem?
Or are we a product of someone's dream?
It's easy to drift and contemplate over those things,
But stress and uncertainty is all that those things bring..

Life isnt as beautiful as it seems now..Been down with tonsilitis for a week and nothin' gets any better... Went to the doc...swallowed all pills....yet all ive got is the same old pain~~!~Given Mcs on mon and tues this week..wonder why im still facing the same shit!~A suggestion was made by a doctor..about a surgery in order to get better...there and then ppl are questioning.."why arent u going??" hMmz do i really have to cut it??well still thinking about it~~All i wish for now is to meet my family doc and to listen to his say~~

Again...its been a hard week...cant even swallow my own saliva...how about having a proper meal?~~haizz dont even think abt it..!!its the time when i need a lil' help from that someone..to cook a lil' bowl of porridge is all that i want...guess shes been too tired then...next thing i realised that i wasnt been cared~~

What lies beneath me is an empty space,
aching breaking without a trace. Yearning
for something to fill that space..

What lies beneath me is an empty heart,
that was broken in the beginning from
the start..

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