xXx BeAutifuLLy iMpErfect Lady xXx

Thursday, May 04, 2006

You're not the perfect mother,and this I know is true
You always wanted things to be perfect
But you never really took the time to stop and appreciate.

You often say things about me that isnt true,
Coz the fact is you never really looked
You expected way too much from me,
To be someone that i aint ready to be.

Well thank you mAm
What can I say
You've just made my day
Infact I take that back
Youve made my whole life,Hell!

You say im a disgrace to this family
Im sorry i am not as perfect as you want me to be
There's no way you can change me
Nah i wont let you
So stay away from me!

Why cant you get that through you?
Cant you just live up to it that im not the perfect daughter you wanted
You look down on me because of this
Well im sorry im not as perfect as you think this family is.

You prick me with the words you speak
Not knowing how much it bleeds
Hurts more when things get inflamed
You had your way and filled me with blames.

There's nothing you can say or do
To change the way i am
So for now i will go on living my imperfect life
And continue to be looked down upon.

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